de bi t ch. [Happiness is a journey, not a destination.]

Thursday, December 08, 2005

been a while. well it's always been a while. hehe. :P

anyway you know how sometimes pple leave anonymous message and all. well sometimes i get that and sometimes i do that. heheh. :P and i find it really annoying if pple dun leave their name. even though i do it myself. lol. :P but well i respect them. and most of the time i end up guessing who's the person. lol. :P well what i'm trying to say that sometimes pple leave comments not cos they are trying to attack you or whatsoever. it's just plain commenting. at least for me it is. it's just very very innocent i swear.

for me leh, if i ever want to attack anyone, i don't think i would do it on their blog (wait let me think ar. don't think i've done it before. HAHAHA. :P) i'll do it on mine. :D cos it's other pple's place. and they have the right to write whatever they want. and as readers i'm sure they can comment too.

i just wish that pple won't take it too personally. as an attack or whatsoever. cos it really isn't. i don't like to create trouble (though i know i have the habit of getting into them. i wish i don't ok. really trust me. haha. :P). sigh.

but somehow i felt that from you. :(

i really do wish you were kidding. cos i really din find that funny at all. or just kidding or whatever. in fact very very insulting. cos whatever you are thinking i'm sure it's not true. i don't know how you had that thought planted in you. but it's so untrue. if you ever want to know the truth (i don't think you want to anw) just ask me. i won't lie. unlike certain people.

he's definitely not the first. don't believe then nothing i can do.

lastly, sometimes some things are better left unknown. i know you know that. and that's probably why sometimes pple just don't want to be left unknown. not cos they are coward. but cos they dun want you to get the wrong idea. like how you clearly did. SIGH. :( i don't think you'll read this. but if you do leave me a msg. i really just wish everything to be good. cos i really don't have a single feeling left anymore. honestly. maybe hard to believe but it's true.

right now i'm happy the way i am. very happy in fact. so i just wish you'll stop treating me like this. thanks. :)

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